went school with puffy eyes yesterday and i'm sure its due to lack of sleep. i need some catching up with my beauty sleep.
WEEEEE~ motivation is back and so is everything else. i don't know but the small problem was made into a huge one till i can get super emotional. i suppose i just love the friendship we had before and sharing each other's company ? sad huh ? you don't even seem bothered.
today was super boring but i manged to do maths(: i can't give up for sure ..
YAY(: you know how i,myself, is glad i'm back to the crappy me. i've just been so so emo. ewww.
went sing post with gfs yesterday. and it was really fun though just a short one.






finally, done with the malay oral stuff. PHEEEEEW!
out to sub court today. a good learning experience i can say but when it came to the actual hearing we went in, kind of bored cause we came in half way through so was lost completely.
peeps do recommend me of any nice blog skins you come across alright ? i'm lousy in this and bloody picky too.
beckett you just make me smile in the slightest shit you say. my great fortune to befriend you huh ? and yours too aite(;
you just say things and that i take things too hard but do you even bother. i felt being treated like dirt alright now that you have a gold bar. your preety luck. so you telling me its all over ? you don't even bother about this friendship anymore right ? fine. trust me to have been taking things super hard but you.




its still the same. things ain't getting any better. trouble with geog teacher. and whatever, i don't wanna know anymore. life's not only a disaster but a total dumpster too.
PLEASE RETURN MY SMILES god. or maybe it lies within me somewhere.


@!#$%^&*=+/~!
i feel like screaming every vulgarity i know but ass its not of any help. fucking screwed my malay paper again! LIKE WTF. so the A2 i've been getting all this years were piece of shit.
I HATE MALAY LESSONS! I HATE MALAY LESSONS ! it can never be the same again.darn fuck.
where the fuck does the damn problem lies ?
i'm making life miserable for myself by taking things too hard. i'm goona have to learn to let go. and really mean let go. i can really hate school but it is best place that keep me all smiles with my girlfriends. i don't want the feeling of being so tied up anymore. i wanna be the happy go lucky me again. the crappy me is lost day by day. i want it to find its way back.
THANKS A MILLION for being the greatest friend you can ever be. glad to know you're happy(:
and with that i give up.
lend me a shoulder to cry on.


STEP UP 2 is LOVED♥

the only disappointment was that channing tatum was not the main actor. and i know its not for me to decide.
out with chelles yesterday. it was nice getting to know more of her. we catched step up 2 and i am head over the heels in love with it. the dance move was awesome, without having to actually mention it.
it'd be great if i can befriend a guy like MOOSE(: he have great sense of humour and cool moves too. chelles i'll call you out for shopping someday again ok ?
SUPERNATURAL aside for now. i'm hooked to korean dramas and smallville.
I MISS BECKETT and GIRLFRIENDS.
annnd i've not touched my malay homework in which i'll have rush the super duper last minute.
goodnight loves.


weeeeeeee~
school's out for a week. a week, it will pass by real fast for sure. so i hope have loads of fun and for studies i don't know. it is stressful you know how much i wanna study but after opening the book for 10 mins, i fall asleep. i have to help myself somehow. MUST FIND STRATEGY!
it wont harm if i can get free tickets to Maroon 5 concert. it will be great! HAHA(:
i've yet to watch supernatural season 2. i don't know whats wrong with the dvd player. i'll have to get dad to check it and hopes to finish the season by this week.
SWEEEEEET♥ I'M HAPPY FOR MISS BECKETT. i hope for her to be happy.
ok even beckett thinks i'm desperate to go out and indeed i am. i'm hunting for people. sadly fatheen's at pulau ubin and for 5 days.
anyway some picture's taken on last day of term 1.










ADD ME UP ON MYSPACE PEOPLE!
http://www.myspace.com/wahidahwahab
OH GREAT! i got punk-ed by the all time prankster Rafi and Rahmatdan. damn them! being at home all bored they both decided to play a prank on me and haizum and few others. SHIT them. i feel like a complete fool. HAHA(:
you both wait and see tomorrow.
i really am so so in to the SHOPPING and HANG OUT mood. i'm gonna start hunting for dates.
be my date someone. HAHA!


JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE is so HOT!
he's not my obession though.
FAILED maths by 3 marks. but i told myself not to be disheartened. i'll work something out somehow. so gauging from common test results i'll know how hard i've got to work and i really have to. but still i'm dying to go on a shopping spree.
I WANNA DO SOME SHOPPING(: and step up 2 is coming out soon. how sweet.even if beckett can't go with me i'll watch the movie myself. anyway i've straightened my thoughts and i think i don't have to fret too much, i'll just let nature take its own course. but i'm afraid the feeling of hate will start to develop. AHHHHHHHH! i don't want to scream help me again!
i've got only one picture from last week's outting, a compilation of some pictures as beckett sister deleted the pictures by accident.
sweet dreams my love.